To rewrite history

How does one rewrite history? I’ve told myself a love story. I have believe it. Yet it wasn’t true. Now, I face the facts. Now, I see, my story is fiction. How do I rewrite a story if I hate it? I used to love our story. Then, I doubted it. Then, you told me … [Read more…]

December Down Under

It’s December 1st. And it comes as no surprise. It’s an uneasy feeling. I’m homesick. Just like every previous December that I’ve been away from family, away from snow, away from early Christmas music. I long for my home. 11 months of the year, my home is where I decide to rest my head at … [Read more…]

In Between two Worlds

To the left I see darkness. A void that could so easily pull someone into depression, hopelessness. It is tempting to let myself fall and rest at the bottom, just for a little while. I feel exhausted. Unwilling to face the changes ahead. There is a fatigue constantly inviting my eyes to shut, my mind … [Read more…]

Now that you’re gone

Today, it’s like nothing has changed but everything is different. You are not here anymore, yet you’re everywhere now… In the wind, the sun, the ocean. In the cute little birds crossing my path and in the smiles and laughter of strangers. You’re supporting me through the ground I walk on. You’re looking after me … [Read more…]

Love is Love

We go out of our way to control. Our thoughts, our actions, our feelings… We don’t allow ourselves to get lost in our thoughts too long; we control our actions as to always do the right thing; and we don’t allow our emotions to take over our thoughts or our actions. But that isn’t enough. … [Read more…]